AerchAngel
<B>Secretary of Statistics</B>
I lost plenty but they never wanted to go again. Always had a hard head but I would go down like a sack of potatos from a gut punch. Fortunately few people tried that. I very rarely have any kind of physical confrontation with anyone now but I use my big as car key through my fingers in my fist to the ribs to be both effective and not cause serious injury.
People like you I wouldn't mess with, you won't give up, I am the same way, so back then if we battled, one of us would be severely injured. When I fight a white person, it is to the point one of us is not getting up. This was instilled into me as a kid. Blacks, we fight until we know who has the better edge and since I never loss to either side I don't want to go through it. Because of my adult past, I was taught by those in the know, to kill and I can't do that. So I am a pacifist, but if you poke the bear, the bear will maul you and won't stop until you are unconscious or dead.
I had three hicks corner me in the mid 90's and I did not flinch or was scared. Sized them up, knowing I might not make it out of this so I did what I normally do and just talk some sense in them that violence is wrong and someone is going to get hurt or die.
I remember they said there is 3 of us and 1 of you and we going to beat your nig*** ass down. I said okay, but ask among yourselves that who is going to sacrifice their life because I am only going to kill that person and leave the other two alone. So choose who is going to die. I know I can't win and probably be severely beaten or die, but I am going to kill one of you that is guarantee.
He looked at me like I was crazy, I wasn't shaking or anything, but livid and my eyes bored into his and hatred, anger and pure violence was seen. Dude saw it in my eyes I wasn't playing around.
He said lets go, this is not worth it.
I have lived in the hickiest of places in this country and not one confrontation since then in Las Vegas were I lived. I dated many women of both races and not one jealous ex or anything and when I dated someone and they told me about their ex I said so, unless he plans to shoot me I am not worried. Seen a couple, they sized me up and went the other way.
I am going to be honest at my age, I would lose control and probably kill someone if someone even dare come at me.