I don't really know how to answer the 'How does it feel to be skull-****ed by big business?' type questions, because I'm not particularly interested in subjective discussion. I'll save that for AA.
You've labeled yourself with comments and derisions in this thread, and that's cool -- I just provided a definition of your beliefs based upon the views/opinions espoused so far; you don't believe in our system of government (well, you do, but technically only the way things used to be ... before what happened, who knows) or economy, you consider yourself a better option at President than any of the candidates, you believe that you will retain your personal morality no matter the circumstance. It's a pretty simple formula.
Of course, no meaningful solutions have been proffered on your part, yet you have mocked people who have at least submitted ideas germane to realistic progress. Instead, they're 'brainwashed' or 'delusional' or 'stupid' or whatever. Right.
I respect your passion for a better society/world, it's certainly admirable and from the heart, but you are have a difficult time delivering your vision in a meaningful way.