And I am none of those, I"m about 5' 10" and a little under 200 lbs, I've lost about 33 lbs since school was out in May. I'm supposed to go to Hot Springs in the morning to get a "Teacher of the Year" award, but I'm not going to be able to go. Thursday afternoon I went from OK but tired, to laying on my office floor in front of my little fan, trying not to puke or pass out. Stomach virus I suppose, though I have been diagnosed by friends and family with everything from stomach virus to food poisoning, to gall bladder issues, to appendicitis. I've now had 4 sinus infections and a stomach bug (I guess that's what it was) since January 1st. Not having cancer is great, but radiation kills the hell out of your immune system. Does that sound like someone who could fight off an intruder? I have more guns that John Wayne and anyone who breaks into my house will either kill me or I'll kill him, it really is that simple. I"m not going out to shoot anyone, though there are plenty of people I don't care for. I use mine for home and property defense, period. Also, you might check into the crime rates in McCurtain county OK, they're a little worse than quite a few places in this country. On the road where I live there are two different gangs (not really an accurate word in this case) of post HS young people who find people gone, break in and steal their stuff and go and sell it to pawn shops, etc., They authorities know who they are, but because they know and like their parents they just look the other way and let the insurances companies take care of it. The OSBI tried to come down here and investigate but the local sheriff told them they weren't welcome. That same sheriff recently got elected to the OK state house.