Be as disgusted as you want. Power politics is a game, like it or not. When McConnell denied Obama his Supreme Court Justice I didn't like it but knew that McConnell won the battle. Pelosi called Donnie's bluff and won. First, she and Chuck Schumer got Donnie to admit on camera that the shutdown was his, letting him make his won bed. Then they sat back and watched him try and lie in it. Then she cancelled the SOTU , flexing her power. It's been a great week for her. Pelosi's numbers have been going up as Donnie's are dropping. He blundered and she outplayed him. She won.
He owns the shutdown and it was a stupid idea from the start. Only he did it. You can't blame the Dems or Nancy Pelosi for not going along with his dumb idea that nobody wanted but him and his ignorant followers.
But that doesn't mean that I'm happy govt workers missed out on a month of pay. Polls show that they are rightly blaming the Orange One for it.